full time...

So, just a quick update on my career status. I am working full time...the full time part is a one year contract, which is great cause I'm not completely sold on it yet. I feel like a bit of a whiner, but it's hard! I feel like I'm barely getting by in every area of my life, but not quite succeeded at any. The paycheck is nice, but.......??? I miss knowing what my babies' schedules are. By the time its the weekend, I feel like I don't even know how Grady goes down for a nap or at what time. It makes me sad, but I know that he is well taken care of by his "Faith" and by Daddy. Brooklyn is doing better at her "school", but its hard when she has to be there all day. She gets pretty worn out. The hardest part is keeping up with chores around the house and still finding time to be a mom during the hours I'm home. I feel like we're slowly getting into a routine. Even so, I'm happy to know that there are only 152 days of school left and then I can decide if I want to continue this crazy way of living or take it back to my preferred slower pace of life. We'll see....trying to keep my options open.